fifa confederations cup final (4/10)

Im doing this from my cell phone. What a drag. But nevertheless. It is now half time in the confederation cup final and usa is leading 2>0. That is unbelievable. How can the usa, a country that doesnt know football, and that is soccer, be in position to win a big tournamet like this. Sorry for the americans reading this blog, but the whole of the usa is now going to have another thing to brag about. And they will take every opportunity to boast. Like it or not, but thats the word going around at the moment and it makes sense to me. Can somebody please tell me something nice about americans im general? Can an american please tell me sometimi nice about an american? Does that sound like a retorical question to you? Look. Dont get me wrong. I dont condone what osama and them done. They are complete idiots. Nobody deserves that. I wonder if they are going to come look for me now. But screw that. Can you tell that i am high now. i think so hey? But remember what this blog is about? So? How long will this performance of usa last-well i dont think too long in the soccer arena. i think they are a fly by night team- and they wont be able to keep this performance up for much longer. Does any body want to place a bet on that? Im just so pissed of now. Brazil is my team. Next time i speak about the 3 people that is following my blog. So far, i have a gay guy who want to give me a blow job while we both high. I have a women that takes a nice photo and seems to be internsted in what i have to say. And thats great. you can feel the pain with me if you want. Then i have a third person that is limbo cos he is unsure? Make sense of that. And i can bet my wife visits this along when she can, so that makes 4. Im just waiting for her to say something. But im off to bed now. Did i mention that this is my birthday weekend.0i had nice birthday weekend. Goodnight.

end of my birthday (5/10)

I must that this wont be long cos im doing this from my cell phone. But i had a good birthday for a change. Everything was included, and im still drinking, which seems to be the highlight nevertheless. But my wife just realised now that im better than dr house. How cool is that?

First Sunday Lunch (4/10)

So, we have just moved out of my mothers place and into my own, just that my wifes mother will be staying with us.  And how do I feel about the move?   Very good.  Its by time that I am completely independent so that me and my family can move in our own direction.

 

And by the way, this post is being written a week before it is actually to be posted on the site, because my internet has been cut because I didn’t pay it yet.  Im waiting for bursary money which is delaying a lot of things at the moment.

 

There was so much that I was thinking of putting here when I had a 7/10 high, but in between that time and the bath I just had, the effects of the marijuana has worn off a bit.  At the moment im at that stage when all I wanna do is just sit and do nothing.  Or maybe just browse the web.  But I cant do that too cos my internet is disconnected.  And taking into account my learnings from the demotivational syndrome, I think im going to do some painting tonight, just so that I can say that I did something to improve my life.

 

I think I realize why weed smokers are not entirely successful people.  Weed smokers tend to have so much great ideas and thoughts, that it is creative enough to push the idea further.  But by the time the cannabis has warn off, and taking into account the induced short term memory loss, the idea has been long forgotten.  This is why I tend to scribble these ideas down on a scrap page for later perusal when im completely sober (stock standard).

 

So did I mention that it feels good to be completely independent.  This simply means that I don’t have to live by any other persons house regulations but my own.  I tend to just have the attitude that if what you are doing don’t bother me or make me feel uncomfortable, then you can do that.  I think that’s the only regulation that I have for my place.  We also got a lot of second hand furniture mainly from my mother and that gave us a kickstart in the right direction.

 

Now that the internet has been taken away from me, I can do some of the other things I’ve been holding off for so long.  Like a breakdown of my PhD project on paper for my new co-supervisor.  Or a marketing plan for the sports club that I play in.

 

Blowjoblover, you seem to becoming a feature on this blog, that at the moment only has three followers.  I suppose it’s a good idea to interact with ‘my readers’ (Lol. That sounded funny).  Just to reply to some of your questions that you left on my blog.  My wife does know about this blog.  She does sometime read it, but I think that she reads it so that she can have an idea of whats going on in my life, or in my head.  She doesn’t really approve of the concept of this blog or for me smoking for that matter, but she will just have to live with it. She says that she don’t find this blog interesting, but I can bet you that she will read this post and every other one for that matter.   For me to smoke ganja and for her to not complain about my smoking habits, I have to give her money so that she can shop, take her to the movies, take her out to eat, and you should be getting my drift by now.  I think we both kinda agree that everybody generally have their price.  She really like being messaged, and I really like blowjobs.  So why cant we just scratch each others back.  But as for you and me, there is no chance whatsoever.  I prefer a softer ass and tits is always a nice feature.  The only people that has both of those properties are women.  If you were a women, then that would be a different issue.  My wife said that I can have an affair with another women, as long as she is more beautiful than her.  And let me tell you that women that fit that description  is hard to find.

 

Well my guests are running late for lunch and im hungry.

 

cheers

having a bad day so far (3/10)

So i put money in a cigarette box cos i didnt have my wallet handy at the time. Can you believe that this is the first time i loose my cigarettes, and on the train as well. Now go figure. Now im trying to find that box. Am i wasting my time?

I can finally post blogs straight from my phone (1/10)

What this means is that i will start putting content on here when my level of highness is sometimes at 8/10. This could get interesting.

Just Before Bed (5/10)

So I lay in bed with my laptop and with the TV on softly while everybody in the house is sleeping. The time now is just after midnight and I've just come home from practice, and as usual, smoked a dooby on my way home in the car.

I've long last had a chance to sit with this laptop in the evening because my wife has been hogging the laptop by watching the series 24. So I've decided to sit with my laptop for a change and browse the web in order to please my forever inquiring mind. I really like to browse the web when high, because I have a saying, 'that if i have at my disposal a computer with a decent mobile internet connection, I have in my possession the biggest library in the world'.

I have this tendency to want to know everything, and I'm not immensely satisfied when I dont get the answer immediately. If at this moment I want to research a bit about 'whether there is any possibility that evolution and Christianity can exist together and have a common link' I can simply just open another tab in my browser and do some googling. I even have access to an extremely large set of scientific databases if the need arises, and a bookmark to a dictionary website etc will always be on my computer. I can be in any program, and by just pressing the control button twice, the google desktop search pops up so that I can quickly access information. So I think you should get my drift by now. Call me an information hungry junkie if you want to. For this reason I feel that I can hold a conversation with almost anyone.

So why am I saying this? Because before I started typing out this blog, I was sitting and wondering about what I can google, and couldnt think of anything, so I thought that this might be an interesting topic on my blog, and I find that when Im high, I like to write a bit (does that sound corny).

So, I've been smoking marijuana for a long time now, and am going to attempt to explain what part of the reason is for why I think people in general smoke this stuff, and what part of the reason is for me smoking it. I would appreciate some feedback on what Im about to say.

When Im high, I loose my ability to concentrate on performing new tasks, but I am able to complete common repetitive tasks faster than when Im not high with similar quality of workmanship. On the other hand, I also get extremely creative when Im high. In scientific literature, I found that it was scientifically proven that after smoking a joint, you loose some ability to concentrate on new tasks, and complete repetitive task quite fine. So that kinda explains some stuff. But I did not as yet come across scientific evidence that suggests that people become creative after smoking cannabis. Neither has anybody denied this phenomenon.

So what I am postulating, is that people become more creative and more analytical when they are high. This is the reason why I smoke cannabis frequently, and I think other people smoke cannabis for this reason also. Disconnected memory and thoughts lead the mind to think in a different direction (a direction which you may not be familiar with), hence creativity. And when my creative beast has been released, I want to know stuff.

On a different note, I am planning to write a book about cannabis which will include the good and the bad of everything i can find (and there is a lot of info).

2 interesting facts:

1) Cannabis cures more than 25 diseases. Here are some. (http://www.nap.edu/openbook.php?record_id=6376&page=R1)

2) The US goverment knows this and this is why they patented cannabis citing only a handful of cures it has. (http://www.patentstorm.us/patents/6630507.html) The big question is, "Why did they do this?".

Now you see why I want to write this book. Somebody has already written a book like this, but I think that it needs to be more than 267 pages.

And my brain has just switched off!

Dear Blowjoblover (4/10)

Regarding the comment you left on the post headed 'Demotivational Syndrome'.

I would like to say that your offer is very warmly welcomed, however, there are many reasons why this arrangement cannot happen (I'm assuming you are female and that the offer is what i think it is).

I don't know what its like to give a blow job when high on marijuana, but i can sure say that being high and receiving a blow job goes good together. Actually, very good.

You see, even though i don't get my full quota of bj's from my wife, I am happily married with children and i am not in the mood to rock the boat, else all toys will come flying out. Even so, I think you are on a different part of the planet in relation to where I am and, I will have to tell ou who I am, something that you should be trying to find out. It is ironic that you should bring up this offer to me while I'm in a fragile state (and enough about that).

But to address the question of the Demotivational Syndrome I was experiencing, I quickly learn't that the best way to avoid worrying about demotivation was not to smoke when you need to be motivated, like before work for example.

There are however other ways I would rather prefer to get rid of that demotivation and bring in the energy and one of these ways is by the method that you are offering. What more does a man need.

And, I have a shorter than normal penis (and enough about that).

Demotivational Syndrome (3/10)

I just realized that I have developed Demotivational Syndrome.  I don’t know much about Demotivational Syndrome caused by other agents, but when it comes to weed, I’ve done a bit of reading.  This link I think perfectly describes it (http://www.rollitup.org/marijuana-news-around-globe/91837-why-smoking-joint-could-wolf.html).  Basically it’s when chronic weed smokers develops apathy. 

 

Many cannabis smokers denies that this phenomenon exists because of the lack of scientific evidence that cannabis causes Demotivational Syndrome (Demotivational is not even in the ordinary English dictionary by the way).  But personally, what’s being said in this article is exactly whats happening to me.  The reason why I think I am able to identify that this is what is happening to me is because I have the increased ability to reason because of my level of education (did I mention before that this is a painful topic, well …..).  Besides the things happening to me as described in the article, which I don’t believe is just plain coincidence, I generally just feel demotivated to do anything, except this new business thing that I’m trying out for now.  I also feel that if I don’t catch a wake up and get back to basics, that I may just be a dropout and not complete my PhD.  Which is not necessarily a bad thing because I have done more studying compared to 95% of people in this world.  So I wouldn’t end up down and out.  I can basically work for almost any company tomorrow just from the abilities I’ve gathered from my studies so far.  But I need to finish this thing to make me feel satisfied with myself.

at home (4/10)

So I’ve just come home from the park where I had a smoke.  I always had to drive about 15min to get some dooby, but I found out that somebody is selling not too far from me.  Actually, its within walking distance.  Well that’s great.  But also found out that the police comes to that house and raid frequently, which means you must be careful when going there. 

 

Nevertheless, I sit in the house and I’m high and hungry as hell, but no worries, I made myself a burger sandwich, so I’m satisfying the void. 

 

On a different note, I’m avoiding going to campus, cos whenever I get there I start to feel depressed.  Research is a bastard.  And then there is the politics.  Yes, there can be a shit load of politics between postgraduate students and lecturers.  There is always someone trying to be better than the next.  It makes me sick sometimes, but I’ve realized that we may need to work with people like this one day.  I better learn how to work with them now.  And then there is faulty lab managers.  Don’t get me wrong, I want to finish my degree, but I don’t want to go to varsity.  Go figure.   I have always felt like this in the past.  I remember when I was in grade 10 when I wanted to quit school.  But I always said that I made it this far, so I may as well stick it out and finish.  That’s why I’m doing a bloody PhD.

 

But I’m getting stuck with some more interesting stuff as well.  I have come up with a new product for my company.  This product will deal with hangovers.  Enough said!!  I only have to figure out how to turn almost no money into a major business.  If there’s a will, there’s a way.  Am I high, or am I making sense?  I dunno.  But I should have a prototype of the product soon.

 

 

so lazy (3/20)

When I smoke a dooby. Normally one of two things happen.  I either get a brainstorm of ideas, or I get into a comfort zone and procrastinate.  At the moment im procrastinating.  I could rather do some good research in any 1 of many fields than can bring an income.  Also, im meat to go back to varsity this week, but thinking about staying another week off.  At the moment, im at home playing online poker again.

 

I have this new thing of buying rum and maple tobacco and smoking that.  I find that I smoke less cigarettes that way.  But I must say that im enjoying this rum and maple.

 

 

 

 

Almost forgot about this blog (0/10)

so its early here in this part of the world. 10am to be exact. So i almost lost interest in this blog until somebody decided to post a comment. Now i have a reason to write again.

Im about to go and smoke some weed now, then it will probably be a good idea to come back and post again. Since im still on holiday, im sitting in front of my pc and playing a lot of online poker. Its becoming a very frustrating game because there is no telling what goes on in these people minds. lol. My bank roll generally goes up though, until i get excited.

Ive noticed that my grammar becomes problematic when im high and writing here. My grammar when writing is normally spot on.

So i have just registered this company i spoke about earlier. I believe that it is my first step to becomming a millionare. You have to start somewhere.

till later!